I've been struggling with patience in the last few months more than I have in my whole 21 years of living (except for maybe when I was like 2 and wanted cake or something). Im at the point in my life where I know exactly what I want and where Id like to be as … Continue reading Practicing Patience When You’re Impatient
But thats the wonderful thing about Jesus; he is spring. He is freedom, liberation, joy, love, renewal. He is all these things I naturally crave in my heart.
So here I am at 1 a.m. with a piece of your heart bound in leather sitting six inches away from me and all of a sudden I am filled with a little bit of a sting in my heart. I don't hate you, I never have. I definitely didn't like you at a point in time, but I've never felt hate toward you.
My heart is worried, my mind is running wild with anxiety.
Im definitely not the only person to pack my schedule so full that I feel as if I barely have time to breathe. Wake up early, get coffee, go to work, do homework, go to school, make YouTube videos, write blog posts, find time for self care, see boyfriend, and so on and so forth. … Continue reading How to Stay Sane in Your Busy Life
Why would I let my earthly worries dictate the direction of my life rather than the plan the Father has directed for my life?
Eight a.m. I'm wide awake Orange light awakens my soul It renews me for the day ahead You are with me I can feel You Meditating in the glory of this moment Knowing it is fleeting Orange light replenishes my soul Eight a.m. Giving me peace For the day ahead xxx Gabrielle
I didn't lean on God for direction or guidance when I heard the news and realized my circumstance. Instead I became upset, filled with worry, fear, and regret. And for what? Am I really so conceited to believe that the Creator of the UNIVERSE can make humanity and all the Earth's inhabitants, but can't make sense of my little problem?
You used me against myself. You knew how much I loved you, how badly I wanted to make you happy, you knew how important it was to me that you felt loved. You made me feel guilty for ever missing you or for wishing you would stay closer to home to be with me even … Continue reading To the Man Who Manipulated Me
I can truly say I wound up being soul mates with my best friend; he is my lobster (if you don't understand this reference stop reading this and start watching Friends on Netflix). Here is a brief backstory (I will do a full post on our story soon): Dylan and I met in Kindergarten at some point, although … Continue reading A Letter to My Soulmate